Her Husband is My Lover

"What are you thinking to do with him then?" Jason asked as he raised his eyebrows at her as he wants to know what is her plans to bring down Xavier.

And this hit him thag he realised Xavier saying to him last night on the call that Valentina won\'t let him go easily... 

She will hunt him down no matter what! 

And Jason just doesn\'t want Valentina to do that... He wants to distract her because she needs to forget him and not get involved a lot with Xavier anymore... 

He wants Valentina to get out of Xavier\'s shadow and live her life for herself from now on... 

But he has no idea how he can do that right now but he needs to know her plans first before he decid anything. 

He took a deep breath as he saw her wiping her tears away and looked at Jason with a small smile.

"I have my plans." Valentina said and Jason frowned at her.

"And what are they?" Jason asked and Valentina just turned around as she looked out of the window without talking anything which made Jason more frown.

"I don\'t want to talk about anything more!" Valentina answered as she folds her hands on her chest and Jason just frowned as he looked at her.

"You don\'t trust me anymore. Do you?" Jason asked.

"I do!" Valentina answered.

"Then why don\'t you tell me what are you planning?" Jason asked.

"I don\'t think you would like my plans right now if I tell you... So, I think it\'s better you just don\'t involve yourself in this!" Valentina answered.

"Valentina..." Valentina cut off Jason in mid sentence. 

"Look, Jason... I know you care about me... And love me. I know, things happened between us. I realised that the thing that happened between us... Is a mistake. Yeah... Probably you won\'t call it a mistake... And I am really sorry if I hurt you by calling whatever happened between us is a mistake!" Valentina said and Jason took a deep breath.

"But, I don\'t really have any heart to say that whatever happened between us is not a mistake! Yeah, it happened with our each other concern. I know, it also, means a lot to you! But..." Valentina said as she took a deep breath and looked at Jason who is already staring back at her.

"I am sorry... But... I don\'t think, I am worthy of Anyone\'s love." Valentina said as a tear falls down from her eyes and looked away from him as she looked down at her feet.

"I am really not worthy of love, Jason... There was no word called love in my life... But... Xavier had came into my life giving me a lot of hopes... But he betrayed me... He is not even sorry for something that he did with me. But still, he played around with me and my feelings. He left me playing around with me for 9 years! He went to another girl..." Valentina said as she took a deep breath.

"He went to another girl without caring about me... He didn\'t at all thought, how badly it might have affected mem. And how badly I would feel lonely... He didn\'t cared about me." Valentina said as another tears falls down from her eyes. 

"But, I loved him with my whole heart. Still, he never cared about me and just went for another girl... He made me know how useless my love and feelings are. He made me a big fool. He showed me that I am not capable off loving someone... Let alone get married and make a family!" Valentina said as she chuckled.

"I really messed up his life, Jason... I don\'t want to do same with you! You deserve really a better girl than me... Believe me. She will love you more than anything in this world and she will stay with you forever no matter what! She will be your queen!" Valentina said as she smiled at Jason making him smile at her which made Valentina frown at him.

"And I really want that lucky girl to be you." Jason replied making Valentina blink her eyes as she can\'t believe that Jason still said that even though, she tries to make him understand that she is not good enough for him.

"Jason..." Jason cut off Valentina in mid sentence. 

"No, Valentina... When I said that, I want you in my life then I mean it... I want you in my life... Because, I have seen a future with you and dreamt of having you in my life. If you want me how much I love in words then I don\'t think, words can be enough to express how I feel about you... When I already tried my best to tell you how much I love you and want you in my life!" Jason said as he took a step closer towards Valentina making her look up at him.

"I love you... I love you so much that it hurts to even see you smile at another man and not me... I want my Valentine back... That Valentina who I know when we both met. I likes that Valentina in you. Not this hopeless Valentina... And not this Valentina who tries to make herself worthless... I don\'t love this Valentina who doesn\'t love herself anymore. I love that Valentina who is head over heels about herself and admired how strong she is!" Jason said as he looked into her eyes as he took Another step closer at her.

"That Valentina made me fall head over heels for her... Seeing her beauty and then seeing how her brain worked made me fall more for you! That woman... Who I admired is Beauty with brain. She did never let herself down. But I don\'t know why, she is looking at herself this down this time?" Jason asked sternly making her take a deep breath. 

"If losing someone who you loved more than anything in life left you... Then, know that... It\'s not the end of your life.." Jason said as he took a deep breath as he looked into her eyes with love and a smile on his lips.